Feeling rather low today, not feeling to great about my new breasts. I seam to have more ups and downs now than I did when I had my operation, I think its because I know I have to get used to the way I look and that's hard to deal with when I have one breast a lot higher than the other. They say its fluid from where I had my hematoma and it will go down in time but I want it to go down now :( so many questions.. why cant they draw the fluid off?? why leave me like this??why why why?? you can see in the picture that one is a lot higher that the other, it looks like I have no breast on the right side. I suppose I am glad for one thing though is that I never had go through what a lot of woman go through. So while I try and keep my chin up and think of the positives, I will look forward to the end of the line and I can put the mastectomy behind me forever.......Dream of getting married on the beatiful island of the BAHAMAS X
